Editorial.

Journal.about.YOU&mi

Thursday, November 19, 2009

So full of artless jealousy is guilt,

It spills itself in fearing to be spilt.

-Shakespeare, William.

1:39 PM

FAITH IS A BIG WORD.
Yet "Believe" is only part of the words to describe it.

1:30 PM

MY GRAPHIC-INSPIRATION. _

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11:01 AM

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You and he would argue
Then sometime tears would drip.
As you’re struggling, I felt the rays of hope
My heart s-s-shattered in the silence
And I would calm down as I look at your smile
I conceal and hide my feelings away from you
Because if you find out, we may be no longer together.
I hold my breath
And bite my lips
Then I hope that she’s by my side, not his.

Baby, please don’t hold his hands
Cuz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting forever, so please look at me.

Once the music starts
You’ll take the eternal pledge with him
I prayed and hoped
that this day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing (dress)
(Girl) The wedding dress you’re wearing
(but I’m not the one who’s by your side)
(Wedding dress, dress )
The wedding dress you’re wearing, oh no

I hated you
for not understanding how I felt.
So at one point, I even wished for your misery.
But my tears were already d-d-dried up.
Every night I felt anxious
and now if I think about it, I might have already foreseen this event.
I close my eyes,
And dream an endless dream.
Then I hope that she’s by my side, not his.

Baby, please don’t hold his hands
Cuz you should be my lady

Once the music starts
You’ll take the eternal pledge with him
I prayed and hoped
that this day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing (dress)
(Girl) The wedding dress you’re wearing
(but I’m not the one who’s by your side)
(Wedding dress, dress )
The wedding dress you’re wearing, oh no

Be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase those pitiful memories of me
For a long time
It was hard on me, no oh
I spent too much time fantasizing
And had a lonely life like a fool
She’s still looks at me
and smiles brightly

The wedding dress you’re wearing (dress)
(Girl) The wedding dress you’re wearing
(but I’m not the one who’s by your side)
(Wedding dress, dress )
The wedding dress you’re wearing, oh no

10:51 AM

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

The starting of this term

wasn't GOOD.

I've been put into many many tutorials groups,
so there is no fixed class for me.
Every class that i went in seems like a battle for me, because the tutorial group is fixed for two years and i'm the only new one among them.

Why, Oh God, why me?
Tonnes of times i post God this question.

It's hard to accomodate to the new change,
especially when it comes to class changing i'm always walking alone from one class to another, 'cos everyone's schedule is different from mine.

I always had accompanies for the previous semesters,
so it's hard for me to believe that i had suddenly became a loner.

Couple of times i cried in the toilet cubicle alone,
asking and asking God that why is this happening.

But God lift me up.

I finally know the answer yesterday.

Thing is,
My previous classmate told me that my last tutorial group was messed up now, and bullying has started to take place in there too.

When i heard this, i finally know why God put me into so many different classes, and i really thank God that He has pulled me out of that chaos before it happened.

Just like what the bible says,
following God's way is much easier than any other path.
Though it may seems hard,
but the sweetness at the end will taste better than anything else.

I'll stand strong with you JESUS.
I LOVE YOU LORD.

The song below is introduced by Mindy,
and its lyrics is just similar to my heart's cry.
Sing together if you can. =)

11:42 AM

Verse 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

Chorus:
And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:
And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

Bridge:
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be empited again
The seed I've received I will sow

11:22 AM

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Excuse me, It's not just about the material,
but also the ART WITHIN.

2:22 PM

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1:56 PM

Monday, November 16, 2009

There is NO NEED
for women to consider themselves
SUBDORDINATE OR INFERIOR TO MEN.
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6:23 PM

Well behaved women rarely make history.

AND MISTER, In case you do not know,
-I AIN'T ONE OF THEM.

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5:58 PM

My passion for you is to SERVE GOD.
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1:57 PM

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Don't think that it is easy to master.
Tonnes of efforts and sweat
may not even be enough to capture its beauty.

1:44 PM

Thursday, November 12, 2009

o.O

SOMEONE ENTERS JIALE'S BLOGGER!!!!!

Who is it? who who whooooooo?

ooooOhhhhhhhhh.

It's actually just Pigpig,

signing into Fishfish blogger to surprise her with a dunno-what-post.
Hehehe. =D

SORRY for coming into your fish tank w/o your permission oh.

(Once in a lifetime marh)

Don't shock kay! Don't scold me kay.?

OK, I know Fishfish's very good one, wont get mad with me hor.

(If you get mad with me, you're a PIG) Haha!

Kays.

Anyway. My intention of being here is to just post this for YOU.

YES YOU! IT'S YOU.

DON'T LOOK AT OTHERS.

IT'S YOU. A FISH WITH THAT NERD NERD SPECTS.

AND MAYBE WITH THAT ONE HAND HOLDING A PEARL RED TEA

AND ANOTHER HAND HOLDING A HOTDOG WITH KETCHUP WITHOUT MAYO

HAHAHAAHAHAHA.

Just wanting to share this with you. =)

It's an interview(some sort like sharing) and with a live song.

Enjoy. =D

Okiey.

And also. I really just want to say this.

Thanks Fishfish for yesterday,

listening to my ranting(s).

You're an AWESOME Fish...

Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last.
or the amount of time since you've talked.
It's about that very moment when you're doing something,
and you wish, you wish that they were right there with you.

And this is how i miss you.

10:36 AM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

DO NOT BETRAY the trust i have in YOU.

1:47 PM

Friday, November 6, 2009

NO JUST BE QUIET.
COS YOU AIN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME.

4:32 PM

Thursday, November 5, 2009

3:05 PM

Dear God,
PLEASE LISTEN TO MY HEARTS CRY.
I WANT TO DEDICATE THIS SEMESTER TO YOU.

Lift me up,
so that I can honour Your Name.
Surround me,
so that i will not feel insecure.
Discipline me,
so that i will not fool around.
Carry me,
so that i will not feel tired.

Teach me how to let go of my old self and run the path that you've ALREADY prepared for me.

JESUS YOU ARE MY ONE&ONLY LOVE.
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2:34 PM

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I just listened to this song,
and the lyrics really touched my heart.

All I once held dear, built my life upon
All this world reveres and wars to own
All I once thought gain I have counted loss
Spent and worthless now compared to this
Knowing You, Jesus, knowing You
There is no greater thing
You're my all, You're the best
You're my joy, my righteousness
And I love You Lord

Now my heart's desire is to know You more
To be found in You and know as Yours
To possess by faith what I could not earn
All surpassing gift of righteousness
Oh to know the power of Your risen life
And to know You in Your sufferings

To become like You in Your death, my Lord
So with You to live and never die

Knowing You by Graham Kendrick
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1:55 PM

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CATS PAY ME TO GET INTO MY BLOG.
GET OUT IF YOU DON'T.

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meow~

10:34 AM

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You are just allowing FEAR to block your way.

PUSH IT AWAY, GIRL, PUSH IT AWAY.

And yes, it is actually as light as a cloth.

9:58 AM

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