Journal.about.YOU&mi

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

The starting of this term

wasn't GOOD.

I've been put into many many tutorials groups,
so there is no fixed class for me.
Every class that i went in seems like a battle for me, because the tutorial group is fixed for two years and i'm the only new one among them.

Why, Oh God, why me?
Tonnes of times i post God this question.

It's hard to accomodate to the new change,
especially when it comes to class changing i'm always walking alone from one class to another, 'cos everyone's schedule is different from mine.

I always had accompanies for the previous semesters,
so it's hard for me to believe that i had suddenly became a loner.

Couple of times i cried in the toilet cubicle alone,
asking and asking God that why is this happening.

But God lift me up.

I finally know the answer yesterday.

Thing is,
My previous classmate told me that my last tutorial group was messed up now, and bullying has started to take place in there too.

When i heard this, i finally know why God put me into so many different classes, and i really thank God that He has pulled me out of that chaos before it happened.

Just like what the bible says,
following God's way is much easier than any other path.
Though it may seems hard,
but the sweetness at the end will taste better than anything else.

I'll stand strong with you JESUS.
I LOVE YOU LORD.

The song below is introduced by Mindy,
and its lyrics is just similar to my heart's cry.
Sing together if you can. =)

11:42 AM

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